In the bleakness of
The middle of the night
That's when my mind wants to make
All my life seem right
Repeating every mistake
That I have made in my past
My mind is consumed
With negativeness fast

My mind and soul battle
It's a war everyday
On the straight path
Is where I try to stay
But these feelings
Are devouring me
Making me blind
No good can I see

It's hard to stay positive
To rationally think
I'll admit sometimes
This leads me to drink
It's slows my thoughts
Lessens the strain
Takes away all
The aches and the pains

My mind and spirit grapple
It's a war everyday
On the straight path
Is where I try to stay
But these feelings
Are devouring me
Making me blind
No good can I see

I have been known
To lock my front door
At times I have even
Cried on the floor
I felt distance was
Just what I did need
While I nursed my soul
As though it could bleed

There's no mistaking
The cold dark of night
Is where you'll battle
Your worst ever fights

My mind and soul battle
It's a war everyday
On the straight path
Is where I try to stay
But these feelings
Are devouring me
Making me blind
No good can I see

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FIRE

     🌙     

 TRUTH

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     REBIRTH